johnny_lj ([info]johnny_lj) wrote,
2005-07-22 20:54:00
  • Mood: confused
  • Music: Damien Rice
lately i've been having a lot of dreams where i'm driving and then for some reason i swerve into the other lane into oncoming traffic..

and just before i hit the car i'm heading straight for i feel a sudden rush of panic and fear..and then i wake up..



sometimes i have dreams that seem to come true...and i'm not claiming to be a fucking oracle, but i almost feel like i'm seeing my death before it happens..


i've always felt like i'm going to die young (before 30)..and i just assumed it would be becuase of a car accident or because of some terrible disease.

i've got a 20 dollar bill that says it's some form of cancer.


probably in my damned testicle.

fuck.


i need a beer.

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[info]ajsdarlin9

July 23 2005, 03:33:01 UTC 6 years ago

luckily for you.. i work in a Urologist doctors office... so if in fact there is some problem wiht your testicle..i know some great doctors who would love to feel it.

i LOVE YOU.
you can't die
i need you.
smoochies.

[info]johnny_lj

July 23 2005, 03:50:05 UTC 6 years ago

hey lover.

i think about you every day still and i miss you.

hopefully everything is going well and it's comforting to know that you have doctors that would love to feel my testicle. hah

i love you

thanks for making me smile.

=)

[info]ajsdarlin9

July 23 2005, 04:19:20 UTC 6 years ago

rams. i am turning 21 in a week. Can we please get legally drunk together?
Lets each make an effort to try to set aside a night sometime where we can be in the same place.

[info]suzie_lj

July 24 2005, 02:27:26 UTC 6 years ago

dont worry about your testicle...

no but seriously, you won't have to because if you ever say shit like that again i'm going to kill you. ok... maybe not, say what you will but its offical that i have to die before you because i think... ok i don't think, i know that i can't do it without you. you're not going to die young atall, you're going to live such a long and well rounded beautiful life that will effect so many ppl ... "i'm sorry i knwo that's a strange way to tell you that i know, we belong..." i go first... i miss you. and love your f'ing guts :)

[info]yellow_words

July 30 2005, 05:43:29 UTC 6 years ago

in the words of tom green... feel your balls kids... feel your balls so you don't get cancer.

[info]jensblyss143

August 5 2005, 02:50:49 UTC 6 years ago

bia don't fucking talk like that!! do you even realize how shitty this fucking world would be if it did come true?? i mean...shit...get a bitch all riled up.

[info]yellow_words

August 7 2005, 06:14:14 UTC 6 years ago

Hmmm...

Can I tell you that Adam is a hot sexy mofo who makes me harder than Plymouth rock?

Ooh, look! I can.

;-) :-D

[info]tbshw

August 22 2005, 18:54:49 UTC 6 years ago

Y'know, I noticed that I'm not on your new friend list...is that some kind of message?

And I haven't actually talked to you in a long time, either.

Seriously...I've talked to Nick more than you.

Nick.

Honestly.

I mean, "Damn Gina!"
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